没有理想
你要我如何前进？

been a while since i've updated and we've already gotten our results alr.. haha. i wont say i'm upset about my results. neither will i say i'm very happy. cos of the fact that my favourite subject turned out to be the worst of all. sigh. but i thank you, Lord, for helping me through the terrible examinations and giving me such wonderful grades=) i've never gotten As before and for the first time in 2 yrs, i see it ^^

i saw you that day. but you didnt. it hurts. cos you walked away.

now it's time to headache about wad course and uni to apply for. i've to give up yong siew toh cos it's too late to prepare for the auditions. and i cant make it. sigh. i seriously duno wad course to take. a few interested ones.
1. linguistics and multilingual studies in ntu.
2. psychology in ntu
3. music performance BA degree in NAFA
help me man. i cant decide.

went for mission trip the following day on 8/3 and i had a blast there! i really learned alot. and i hope they stay with me forever. may i never forget how God brings us through everything as long as we have faith in Him. He will never watch us suffer. He'll carry us on His back and by his stripes, we're healed.

also thru this 7 days, i learned more about myself. i say i've learned to put down. yes indeed i've put down the subject, but i'm too weak to put down the emotion. the fear. the hurt. i cannot forget those moments. i jus cant. i don feel the connection with anything. anyone. i've seen how ppl may be so close today. and turn their backs on you tml. teach me how. teach me.

i'm torn to whether to approach you. i don want to go back yet i want to.
do you understand wad you've done?